M83 | Wait
**well this song fucked me over**
Then a voice says to me, ‘This is going to take more than one night.’
— Charlie Brown (via odaro)
not for a single moment,
that I don’t love you.
You must learn her.
You must know the reason why she is silent. You must trace her weakest spots. You must write to her. You must remind her that you are there. You must know how long it takes for her to give up. You must be there to hold her when she is about to.
You must love her because many have tried and failed. And she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept.
And, this is how you keep her.
— This is How you Lose Her, Junot Diaz (via highskool)
— Sarah Kay, from “The Type” (via floricawild)
— me to me (via guy)
— Jeffrey Eugenides,The Marriage Plot (via iwishiwasntaliveanymore)
Life has never been good to me. It’s easy to laugh, but basically it’s hard to swallow. It tastes bitter that I want to drink gallons of water after it. People are selfish and life is a bitch. If I do have a bottle of poison in my hand right now, I would drink it. I’d even gargle it first and feel it inside my mouth. I think that’s too soothing. So relaxing I could scream for more. I want to close my eyes and rest forever. I’ve been searching for happiness all my life but it was never given to me. Not even a pinch of it. Is that too much to ask for? I’m tired of thinking I’m gonna choke to death on my own vomit when it’s really just a hangover. I’m tired of being reminded how good I am because I keep on disappointing everyone by being the complete opposite of that. I’m too tired of breathing, but it’s too powerful it always wins. I’m alive, but not living. I just want to sleep and never wake up. Please let me sleep. Let me sleep.
People. Leave them, and they will chase you. Like a puppy that if you tell them to roll over and eat their shits, they will. But the moment they have you again, they’re like as if they own the universe. Come on. Why don’t you just fuck yourselves?
— Things I wish I could say to you (via shutdownthecity)